Sitting in utter boredom; she begins to realize the true meaning & inner consumption of the feeling or practice of “slacking off.” Laziness has occupied her every limb and brain cell – idleness heavily relaxed amongst her fingertips and eyelids. "But your future…” a whisper would echo in the far side of her mind, & yet a stronger voice urged her that an adolescent “bliss” is far better in comparison to a non-fail-safe success – or at least working to achieve it. She taps her pencil against her marble notebook, as the minority of the class – which in this case meant everyone excluding her – hastily scribbled into their spiral ones. Her eyes stared into an imaginary passage way located on the right of room 208’s blackboard- which was green. A passage way of infinite answers to her emotional distress, all in which were moving at a pace too fast for her to focus. Meanwhile, the others maintained complete concentration w/ rapid glances between pages of countless and useless equations. A mere cough interrupted her getaway of a daydream, & she shifted her eyes to the distracting noise. A look of pity fell across her face; but behind it all an impression of jealousy was felt toward this busy, eyeglass wearing, pencil sribbling, being. A pinch of sense was then flicked upon her, to once again attempt to clentch her ex-nerd identity, and join as an addition to the “minority” of the class. With a sigh, an opening of a book, and the soft touch of the lead against the inside of her spiral notebook, she discreetly whimpered - “Only 2 more months.”

well well well - long time no type huh? but yeah, what do you know? i'm still lazy. so i'd like to fill you in; but unfortunately i won't - atleast not yet. who doesn't like a cliffhanger? lol be back in a jiff.

take a look at me now.

too much has been happening w/o explanation. way too much lol. i can't fully inform or update you on all of it; cause then i'd even bore myself to death. haha. so i guess the saying serves it's purpose well - "a picture's worth a thousand words." therefore, check the updated webshots. got a couple of birthdays, a couple events, a couple bug outs. fun times indeed. nothing spectacular. but hey; atleast it'll keep you partially up to date on what's been happening in the life of christi mcgarry; the well known palm tree. well i'm sorta grounded @ the momment; does it suck? sure, but as you know the tree always finds her ways. hey & spring break's right around the corner. boy is that a relief. mcnair's starting to make me gag; forreal { now isn't that a late reaction. lol

+//edit.. great. now my mom thinks livestrong bands, or any bands of the sort, are sex bracelets. "what's the blue one on your wrist  stand for huh?!" what a genius. thanks alot, stupid lifetime channel, for airing a stupid teenage-sex-talk segment @ the same freakin time my mom watches t.v.. you've just made my life so much better.  haha

fuck this.
you just don't understand..
& it's not fair.
that's the fuckin truth.

way away, away from here i'll be.